the story start, minggu kedua at panglima when i was in form 1. as usual perhimpunan but! not monday, but it's tuesday. yes aku ingat lagi.macam biasa the prefect suroh beratur and all that stuff. then tibalah masanye for bacaan doa. the prefect on duty untuk bacaan doa naik ke pentas. believe itt or not, i fell in love with him at first sight. WEIRD! his name was muhammad aiman mutalib. sorry aiman. ahahaha!
when i began to adore him so much, aku start menulis. everything about him. EVERYDAY. stupid. aku tulis like; 'hari ni aku nampak kau lagi, kat katin. kau repair tie kau. kau tak nampak aku. aku tengok je kau dari jauh.' HAH!! stalker betol! bukan tuh je, aku sangap sangat kat die sampai aku conteng buku tulis grammar BI due page penuh full of his name. hal ni sampai terkantoi dengan abang ke-2 aku. dalam banyak-banyak name tu tetibe je sesat 'OH AMIN!' thats is his name! bodoh.. malu gila. tapi aku buat bodoh je. for that year straight aku had crushed on him. first only the girls tau pasal ni. adda and farah selalu tolong aku sampaikan sumthing kat dia. like present, salam or ermm tu je kot. haha.
this is the stupid diary
the next year. perasaan tu bersambung tapi aku tak lah sesangap macam past yearkan. aiman well of cause he is curios about his secret admire kan so he start MAYBE stare at me and farah. try to find who is the culprit. haha. on that time aku memang malu tahap gaban! aku malu sebab aku bodoh dulu buat macam-macam semata-mata kerana die. ahaha.
then the feeling start to gone sikit demi sedikit. until i have boyfriend. my first serious boyfriend when i'm in form 2. budak wilderness. and he is also the first person yang bukan my muhrim touch me. argh! and that is the last! aku tak akan buat dah. pon bodoh. but still aiman catch my eyes. haiya.
when i'm in form 3 the feeling is totally gone. and aku dah tak malu. straight to the point we talked, we laugh. and yang paling teruja, when we talked about ourself, he says sumthing about me" oh.. saya tau ustaz Jamlus kan?" (that my father) but not the ustaz thing. he just biase je. ahaha. 'wah, die tau name ayah aku' itu yang ada dalam pale aku.
well, love make you di stuff. argh! even stupid one
